Day 3

Day 3

So today was not the best of days. Had a mild breakdown. Its kind of everything… the weight, being so far away from home, this !@#$ hole of a campus, and just everything. Oh well. I think it is that typical day 3 of dieting… when you kind of almost are getting into the swing of things, and start to let your self go.. BUT (don’t worry) I quickly reassured myself and went straight to the gym. Also I weighed myself today and it was a gagillion times more than I thought.. but I guess that’s life, at least I can say to myself and genuinely promise that I will never EVER in a hundred thousand years be this weight again.

So also I went and saw a life coach today which was interesting… and probably the reason why I had a crazy explosion of emotions.  Going to start a new plan to get me on track… I am very excited. I was so nervous going into it because I thought that I was going to be a complete freakshow, but it felt pretty good to get to the bottom of everything, and figure out why I am the way I am. I also now feel bad because I completely freaked at my parents when they suggested it, but it actually wasn’t that bad.

I had such a good workout today, I tried to cut back on the bike and do a little more actual cardio.. I swear one day I will get to that treadmill, but the thought of being a sweaty beast infront of people makes me want to puke, so I am sticking to the elliptical  for now where I am just mildly beastly.

Well… DAY AFTER TOMORROW I GO HOMMMMMME!!!! I cannot wait to see my dawg- Although she has a sore paw.

Goodnight everyone… xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo 

Day 2

Day 2

Good evening world. I am happy to say that day two was a success (except for one pudding- but I am pretty sure it was low fat). I am not going to bore you with the details, but I have to say that my roommate and I went to the gym, and literally had the most productive session ever GO US.  Day two of being healthy and exercising- this is a record.

I went to Big Y today and I resisted buying so much crap for my room… I did buy some skinny cow ice cream sandwiches..108 calories of YUM. I seriously recommend.

So there isn’t to much to report on my side- except for in 6 minutes it will be two days until I go home YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sweet Bieber Dreams Everyone. XOXOXOXOXOXO 

Day 1

Day 1

Well hello world. I SURVIVED DAY ONE…. So I cant say that it was the best ever, BUT IM HERE. I went to the gym, and I did my reading, and exercising at the same time… double productive CHECK ME OUT.

So I had bran flakes with a banana and low fat milk (snooze) for breakfast, a pita bread with grilled chicken for lunch (yummm) and chicken with salad for dinner. Not too too shabby. So tomorrow I will probably have the exact same thing, but owell because when I go home (IN THREE DAYS GAHHH) my mum will make me some yummy healthy food. What is everyone’s favorite healthy meal?

BTW follow me twitter ElleriMH… I follow back and all that! Don’t judge me because I am going a little Bieber crazy at the moment… I guess it is that time of year.

Oh… I didn’t do any toning today… don’t hate me, the thought of doing sit ups and the plank kills me (especially in public)! Anyone have any less creepy-looking exercises, because I may have to swallow my pride tomorrow and look like a fool… oh well (channel my inner Lauren Conrad).

Well Goodnight Everyone… sweet Bieber dreams xoxoxxo

Diet Eve

Diet Eve.

Well… this is like the worst day ever, a diet looming and knowing that gyming, and salads are all that follows. Today, I ate like a pig, roast chicken, bacon and eggs (not all at once!)…. PERFECT last supper.

I am trying to think to myself, how can I make this time different? Well, I have a trip to figi to look forward to with my ridiculously skinny friend and I would LOVE to feel good. Also, I feel like by having this blog to ramble to (sorry in advanced), I will able to do this. Also I want this time to be the last time, and I want to do it the right way.

Sooo…. Plan for tomorrow. Good breakfast, try to avoid carbs, and gym… little steps in the right direction… Rome was not built in a day! Feel free to give me any tips!!!

So on a different note, 6 days until I go home. I potentially don’t think I have ever been so excited to go home EVER. I miss my dog, my house, my friends, my family and just everything else! Okay I am done but, I honestly feel so sorry for my roommate, I think she knows more about my friends and my hometown then most people that live there.. life.

Wishing you all a happy week! Elleri xoxo

P.S I watched the Justin Bieber movie for the gagillionth time today and I don’t think I could be anymore in love with him! 

Intro

Hey everyone. So… I am Elleri Hughes, Im 18, blonde, your typical teen. I moved to America to go to college this summer. I am currently attending Hartt School of Music, majoring in Music Management and Vocal Performance, and I am loving it. I am from Bristol, England, and before you all ask, yes I have an accent.

So why am I doing this?

Well, I want to loose weight. I am sick of being overweight, I am sick of the same old comment of “You have such a beautiful face!” or “You could be a super model if you weren’t over weight.” So awk. I want to be able to wear whatever I want, do what ever I want, date whomever I want. Trust me, this is not a big girl pride page, I am not about that. Am I confident? Yes! do I think I’m beautiful? I guess I’m not ugly! Do I want to change? HELL YES. 

I want to start a blog that people can follow of an actual girl, actually trying to loose weight. I want to post every day, and it may be about weight loss (most probably), it might not be. I want people to know my struggles and what I am accomplishing. And I think most of all, by blogging, I feel like it is a legit commitment. I can do this, but I need help!!!!

Hope you all enjoy... WE CAN DO THIS! xxxxxxxx